This academic year marks the start of new beginnings and new life... not because I am regularized here in the company but this is one step for victories! It's the mark of success for my future. Before the start of our In-Service, I can say that I have enjoyed my vacation so much. It helped me appreciate the goodness of life, the people that makes and helps you smile at gloomy times, the great love of my dear Father God Who always gives me His unconditional and unmeasurable love. His GREAT LOVE never fails to give me HOPES in the Future.
These past vacation gave me a break to think of things. Little did I know that I missed so much in life. I jailed my self behind the bars of self-centeredness and yes I admit that I had my flaws previously. I may have failed to pursue my goals, was not determined, I did had disorganized thoughts, and was not macro-focused with my career but those things, I consider past. Perhaps, the challenges that I faced was just a process that I need to take. As a priest said, "You have to just passed those challenges and you are not going to stay there." True, I don't have to stay on those mountain of problems and have stayed there long enough.
My three years here in school made me realized that I am worth it. I am worth to keep here in the company. So I see, I was accepted because God has a purpose for me. He has great plans for me and those plans are to prosper me and not to harm me, they're plans to give me a hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11) and He definitely will never ever fail me. God placed me here because He wants me to learn... not only to learn the importance of curriculum mapping, how to work on the unit assessment matrix, and the learning module which must be well designed for the benefit of the students' future but to learn to appreciate myself worth, that I am made only for Jesus: accepted, whole, never lacking, never condemned, always dearly loved, and God sees Jesus in me. God will never see any failure that I made from the past. He won't ever say, "You don't deserve to have a good life because of your failures," but instead, "My child, I accept you and you are clean as white as snow (Isaiah 1:8) Your sins, I remember no more (Hebrews 8:12)."
As Jesus is seen in me, He will forever be in me.
These past vacation gave me a break to think of things. Little did I know that I missed so much in life. I jailed my self behind the bars of self-centeredness and yes I admit that I had my flaws previously. I may have failed to pursue my goals, was not determined, I did had disorganized thoughts, and was not macro-focused with my career but those things, I consider past. Perhaps, the challenges that I faced was just a process that I need to take. As a priest said, "You have to just passed those challenges and you are not going to stay there." True, I don't have to stay on those mountain of problems and have stayed there long enough.
My three years here in school made me realized that I am worth it. I am worth to keep here in the company. So I see, I was accepted because God has a purpose for me. He has great plans for me and those plans are to prosper me and not to harm me, they're plans to give me a hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11) and He definitely will never ever fail me. God placed me here because He wants me to learn... not only to learn the importance of curriculum mapping, how to work on the unit assessment matrix, and the learning module which must be well designed for the benefit of the students' future but to learn to appreciate myself worth, that I am made only for Jesus: accepted, whole, never lacking, never condemned, always dearly loved, and God sees Jesus in me. God will never see any failure that I made from the past. He won't ever say, "You don't deserve to have a good life because of your failures," but instead, "My child, I accept you and you are clean as white as snow (Isaiah 1:8) Your sins, I remember no more (Hebrews 8:12)."
As Jesus is seen in me, He will forever be in me.
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